life is weird

Think I’ll never see her again. She comes over to visit the next week. Go out to hookah bar. Go back to dorm. Lay around in bed half-drunk and feel bad that she’s probably going to leave. Offer to let her stay. End up cuddling all night, miss both my classes today. Randomly blurt out my attraction in bed. Sentiment is surprisingly mutual, though she’s unsure if she wants anything. I’m fine with it. We cuddle more, walk in the rain, smoke in her car, listen to music. Hookah bar again, cuddle the entire time. Come back to dorm and cuddle 3 more hours. And now she’s back home. 

I would have never expected any of this. I’m glad I got up the courage to initiate everything that happened. 

Well I think that’s finally out of my system.